The Unknown
The only thing I don’t like about pregnancy, besides my hyperemesis issues, is the beginning. The unknown. Yes I’m sick. Yes I’m tired. Yes I have major food and smell aversions. Beyond that though, I have no reassurance that everything is O.K. There is no kicking from within or a big round belly to remind me that yes, things are fine. And that is what I hate about early pregnancy. I suspect that I do some overreacting as many other infertility patients do. I have no reason to believe that things aren’t okay, but at the same time I really don’t feel like I have good reasons to believe that they are okay beyond the sickness and faith. I must have faith. Faith in God. Faith in my body. Faith. OB appointment tomorrow… let’s hope for some reassurance.
Hey, I’m sorry you’re feeling icky, but so exciting about the pregnancy and little dude!
A friend asked me for the pattern for the hat you made Lucy – she can still be crammed into it and is one of the only ones she’ll tolerate! If you get a chance to email it to me (kelly@chatgoddess.com) that would be great!