Smells Like Teen Spirit August 30, 2005

It’s raining here. Katrina is well traveled. The winds are picking up and we are about to catch the worst of her, or what is left of the worst. I love the rain, I hate the devastation it has caused, but ah, the rain. It’s going to be glorious to cuddle up in bed with my husband and daughter tonight while the rain pitter patters against the window panes. The great part is that the rain smells like fall. There is a very distinctive smell of summer rain and of fall rain, and this definitely smells like fall. I’m so excited for fall. The beautiful leaves and the cool evenings… **sigh**

Another u/s first thing in the morning. We are getting really close to trigger. My ovaries ache, my head has been pounding since last Wednesday and I’m just ready to have a little baby growing inside of me. Seven, at least one has to stick, right?

A Meme August 29, 2005

3 things I bet aren’t in/on your

Fridge:

1) tylenol suppositories
2) a bunch of fertility drugs
3) a convection oven (on top of my fridge)

Desk:
1) a payoff notice for our car loan (we just refinanced)
2) a four keyboards
3) a bunch of syringes

Car:

1) syringe and needle (these treatments seem to be scattered across my life huh?)
2) cheerios (all over the floor)
3) knitting bag full of yarn and projects

Early Response

Okay, so I’ve been going along and giving myself injections every day. I’m taking 125 units every night. Saturday morning I went to have an u/s and bloodwork. We saw several follicles and my estradiol level was 135. (They like your estradiol to be around 100.) So alls well.

Today I went back for another u/s and bloodwork. (I’ll be going every other day until trigger.) We saw big fat follicles! I’m not going to spit the number out, but I’m going to make you work for it. I’m going to ask you a question and the answer is the number of follicles. Ready?

How many dwarfs were in Snow White?

I’ll wait for you to get up off the floor when you figure out the number! My estradiol level is 277 today! (They want it to double every two days!) All follicles are between 12mm and 14mm in size. They want the follicles to be 18mm in size to trigger. So they are stepping up my meds to 150 tonight and tomorrow. Wednesday is another u/s and we may trigger sometime between Wednesday and Friday!

So, I’m going to need all the baby dust, sticky egg, healthy sperm, stars in the right line VIBEs you can send me! So excited!

**yawn** August 25, 2005

I’m tired. I’m usually not tired anymore during the day. Yesterday I took a nap with Magdalena. I’ve even been laying her down early because I am so tired. It sucks to take these naps though, because that is when I have peace and quiet and time to sit and knit and just be by myself. With Erich gone a lot, I need those two or three hours to just regain myself. ugh.

Pokey the Pincushion August 24, 2005

You guys seem to like it when I talk about my treatment rather than my boring chit chat. No worries, I know I’m boring. **wink** And truthfully the most exciting thing happening right now is my infertility treatment. Anywho.

Last Thursday, I had my drug conference. We went over how to give the shots and such. I found out that we aren’t going to do Repronex (cheap injectibles) like we had previously thought. We are moving straight to the expensive stuff, Follistim AQ. From what I gather from Dr. Google, Repronex was a drug that imitates follicle stimulating hormone. (the hormone that “grows” follicles) The drug that I am taking, Follistim, is actually follicle stimulating hormone. Everyone with me here?

So anyway, after lots of drama talking to my insurance company and getting connected to the people who need to send me the drugs and reminding them that they are paying for them all, I got somone to agree to send it to me by Tuesday (yesterday.)

So last Thursday, we did my baseline u/s. My ovaries look normal, I definitely released the last eggs. In each ovary there were four (or so) tiny follicles. No cysts, so we are free to move on.

So yesterday I started poking myself. It really isn’t that bad though. I managed to put it in a place that was numb (from my csection) and everything was dandy. Today it felt like a pinch, but I have a bruise now too so I think I may need to switch to the other side. That sucks, because the other side isn’t quite so numb. My cousin (the one with triplets) called me a chicken. Heh.

So I’m feeling good right now. Glad to be moving forward, and I feel confident and calm about this cycle. I can’t predict what will happen. All I can do is hope and pray and take care of myself and trust that Something Good Will Happen. Let’s all keep chanting “Augusts pain brings Mays babies…” (And yes, I said babies. What’s your point? Darnit if I have to poke myself every day for 9-12 days and then have another big shot and several vaginal u/s I better get 2 for the price of one! heh. )

On Saturday, I have a vag u/s and bloodwork. At that point they may or may not adjust my meds. I go back again on Monday for the same thing. We are looking at a tentative trigger date of next Wednesday, but that is highly subjective.

I’m off to bed. And feel free to ask me questions if I left something out that you really want to know.

I am too Intellectual! :)

Ready for Winter August 22, 2005

I finished Magdalenas hat today. It’s super cute. The picture doesn’t show you the details in the wool, but the orange has little specks of red in it. I’d LOVE to knit her a wool coat, and even have the pattern. But I would have had to start that last winter. heh. Now that I have the hat done, I can color coordinate the jacket. And I have some wool left so hopefully I can make her some mittens. When I lanolize these things, they’ll be waterproof and warm, ready for playing in the snow!

Flickr…

I’m posting photos in batches over at Flickr. You have to be a friend to view my photos, so if you want to see them then leave a comment with your user name and I’ll add you as a contact. I hope you all understand why we’re doing this. With all of the talk about people ripping off photos and using them for gross purposes, Erich and I feel a bit safer behind closed doors so to speak. And it won’t be a problem as long as I know you. If you are a lurker, please leave a bit about yourself or direct me to your blog.

There will still be the occasional photo here, but the bulk will be at Flickr. I know you can’t get enough of my gorgeous daughter. Flickr accounts are free, so go on now, go sign up. **wink**

Harvest August 17, 2005

I’ll be canning for the next few days. Look for me then.

Party Pooper August 15, 2005

I’m around, but feeling a bit sorry for myself these days. It seems everywhere I turn around online someone is pregnant or just had a baby. And so consequently I’m feeling all whiney and bitchy and generally not happy about the situation I’m in. I know that nobody enjoys being infertile, but seriously, this bites the big one. Man I hope this next cycle works.