A tale about a Cinderella, claimed by her prince charming, now living in a castle raising their two royal princesses…

 

February 25, 2005

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The Big Secret February 14, 2005

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I’m on clomid. Day 2 of clomid, Day 6 of my cycle. I had my cycle induced a few weeks ago. I took provera for 5 days and then 3 days afterward I started to bleed. I really worried for a while there that I wouldn’t bleed. Clomid was prescribed for days 5-9. I started it yesterday. Today I’m feeling a bit hot flashy. I just found out that a friend is pregnant. She cycled once completely and on the second she got pregnant. I’m not sure if it’s the drugs or if I would react this way normally, but I’m angry, hurt, sad, and scared. I realy don’t understand why it can be so easy for some people and not so easy for others. The stupid part of me thought that all the hurt and suffering of losing a father so young was enough. I thought maybe I had paid my dues. But it wasn’t easy to get pregnant with Magdalena. And the another stupid part of me thought that maybe when I tried to get pregnant again, it would be easy. Obviously I’m pretty dumb. It took one round of clomid to get pregnant with Magdalena, so hopefully I’ll be pregnant next week. So could ya’ll send me some heavy duty baby dust?

And if you’re keeping track it’s:

Infertility 2
Suzanne 1

 
 

Why Did They Rob Me? February 11, 2005

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Today started out so well. I went to a see a friend who is staying in a hotel to go swimming. We had fun in the pool and such and then went back to the room to rinse off and give the babies a bath. I heard my cell phone ringing and answered it. It’s a credit card company saying that they think there is fraudulent activity on my card. And there is. An hour earlier someone had tried to charge over a $100 at banana republic. Obviously, it was a good thing I had told the credit card company my dress size when I applied for the card, because any sane person realizes that not only would I not buy Banana Republic, their clothes would not fit me. Hrmph. Not only that but they also had other charges through the week amounting upwards of $600. They denied the BR charge and I’m not sure about the other charges. I’ve been locked out of accessing my account online. They’ve closed the account and are starting an official investigation. Grr. This really really really ticks me off. I feel so violated too. Grr.

On a good note, when I got home there was a box from Adagio Teas with a starter set and a teapot. Lovely. It’s delicious. I’m sitting here, fuming about the unfortunate events of my life, and drinking very very delicious tea.

 
 

A Year Goes So Fast February 10, 2005

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I really have neglected my blog. Sorry, lots going on that I feel like I can’t talk about here just yet, but I’ll talk soon though. Promise.

Magdalena has been up to so much! Here are the highlights!

  • Her hair has been growing like crazy. It’s all wild and I had to pick out the first knot in the back the other day!
  • She has NINE teeth! She’s had eight since the beginning of last month. Last night while brushing her teeth I found a molar! Crazy. I can feel the molar on the other side too so sleepless nights are in my future I think.
  • Her vocabulary increases by the hour. She mocks so much that we say and puts it into action later. She now says “Mommy, Dada, Hi, Bye, OK” and she barks like a dog. The barking is stinking hilarious. Tuesday night we were watching TV and Gracy walked by. Magdalena got down on all fours and started barking.
  • She has a “magdalena sized” chair that she climbs on and off all day. The other day Daddy turned some cartoons on for her and she sat in the chair and watched TV. (Mommy was busy, Daddy was in charge.) Occasionally she would stand up on the chair to see where I was and yell “hi!”
  • She waves Bye bye now, but only if she knows you. Strangers still make her shy!
  • She still loves to give kisses.
  • She cuddles a lot. She comes up to you and gives you a hug and pats your back. It’s too cute. (One day Erich and I were talking and he said ” you know, Magdalena has really started to cuddle a lot more. I reallly like that.” **swoon** He hates it when I tell that story. heh.
  • She can walk. She is a chicken. She doesn’t voluntarily choose to walk. :) After seeing other walking babies, she walks more. And daily she seems to get a tiny bit braver. It doesn’t bother me though, since I know that she can walk.
  • She loves to play the come and get me game. She’ll crawl away from me and look back to see if I’m following her. I come up behind her and say “mommy’s going to get you!” and she squeals and starts crawling towards the stairs and up them as fast as she can. When you finally get her she squeals and claps with delight!
  • She tickles me and loves it! She puts her little fingers on my neck and move them randomly and says (while laughing) “ticky, ticky, ticky!” She squeals with delight when I laugh and say “oh that tickles Mommy! Oh no! hehe” (there is another word she says “ticky”)
  • She is such a girly girl. She squeals and laughs and flirts. I didn’t think my house would be filled with squealing girly laughter yet, but it is, and we LOVE it!
  • She claps all of the time. She claps when I put the legos away (probably because I clap when she does it! heh). She claps when people on TV clap and when she hears a song she likes. She also claps when she walks ( I wonder where she picked that up!)
  • She points when she wants something.
  • She has started to eat three meals a day, plus your meals, plus snacks. She drinks a bit of cows milk every few days, lots of water, and breastmilk.
  • Despite all the food she shoves into her tiny body, she weighs 17lbs 5 ounces and is 28 inches long. She’s a tiny petite thing!
  • I finally moved all of the 3-6 month clothes out of her dresser and put it away. She still wears the 3-6 month onesies though. She is in 6-9 month clothing. I also put her in some 12 month clothing for length, but they have so much room in there! Insane!
  • She brushes her teeth after I brush her teeth. If you forget to hand her her toothbrush after we’re done, she protests loudly. I must not do a good enough job.
  • She loves to have her hair brushed, but only by me and Daddy. She won’t let my Mom brush her hair for some reason. At night we have to go through a routine where I brush Magdalena’s hair and then she brushes Mommy’s hair and then she brushes Daddy’s hair. She finishes this up by giving him a big kiss. :)
  • She likes to pick the baby doll Abby up, give her a big hug, and saying “ah” and then she tries to steal the baby’s pacifier. heh.
  • She likes to pull her socks off and stick her foot in my nose when changing diapers. When I smell her feet I squeal “oooo shoowee! Stinky feet!” and she giggles uncontrollably.
  • Whenever you hand her the phone, she puts it up to her ear and says “HI!” Sometimes she holds conversations, “HI! babybbbaabbabab. dddd. pftttt! Bye” Recently when I’m on the phone, she MUST say hello to the person on the other end. If not she cries and cries and cries. When she’s done saying hi though, she gladly gives the phone back to me.

That’s all I can think of now, though I’m sure I’m forgetting something. She changes daily. I’m amazed at how she becomes more and more like a little girl instead of a baby every day. I’m still reminded of how babyish she still is though, when she climbs into my lap, lays down, and nurses to sleep.

 
 

Tea Time February 2, 2005

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Hey, while you’re reading some blogs, go check out Adagio Teas!

Tea

 
 

Tide and Boobs

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If I didn’t know any better, I would think that all I did all day long is do laundry and breastfeed. Now lately I’ve been keeping up with the HA forums and read about 10 books, but whenever Erich asks me what I’ve done today, the only things that pop into my head are doing laundry and nursing the baby. Take today for instance, I went to the assisted living place and **drumroll** did the laundry. I did about four loads there while nursing the baby in between each load. Afterwards I came home and nursed the baby to sleep. While she was sleeping, I started our laundry. I’ve done about three loads so far and probably have 3 more plus diapers. (How on earth do we create that much laundry in a week? sheesh.) I also cleaned out the nursery clothes, creating a giant pile of 3-6 month clothes that she finally outgrew. I have the task of sorting the clothes into girl clothes and nuetral clothes and putting them in bins and storing them in her closet. A few weeks back, I sorted the diapers and put newborn diapers in a bottom drawer and current diapers in the top drawer.

So now you know why Tide and Boobs are the only things I can recall doing today.