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Will this stop HIV?

My birthday is in one week! Do you know how young I’ll be?

Weird dream last night. I dreamt I was still pregnant but farther along. I could feel the baby kicking ( I thought of him as a him in the dream) and I could feel his little foot. It was way to cool.

A quote I’d like to share!

” What’s the use of sending a $2 million missle into a $10 tent to hit a camel in the butt?”

–George W. Bush

Here is the latest ultrasound picture!

Sad news here at work. They are laying off a ton of people today. Sad, sad. Go here to learn more.

Messing with the comments section. Please bear with me.

I’m back from the doctor and the baby has gotten so big!! I can hardly believe it. And there his little heart was beating away at 178 beats a minute! Wow. It’s finally sinking in. He measures right on schedule at 8 weeks 5 days. I’ll post the picture when I get home. I’m not feeling to awesome so I may be leaving work early. Bah.

I’m off to see my baby on that cool little sound machine! I’ve been longing to see his little heart going bumpety bump bump bump since I saw it last Friday. I almost want to be back in surgery in a few weeks so I can regularly check up on him. I said almost. Though I do miss the few friends I had like Missy and Melissa. Had lunch with Melissa yesterday and that helps. She is scheduled for her c-section on the 18th but I don’t think she will make it that long. She has dropped. He’s moved his feet in a completely different angle and her back hurts and she walks like there is a head in between her legs. And she is having tummy troubles. I can’t wait till its me.

I have to go shower so I can see my baby. My baby. Sounds so WEIRD! I know I’m a worry wart too. I’m kinda scared that the heartbeat won’t be there just 6 days later. I know I know that it most likely will, but damn fear plays with you. More later.

First off I feel like I’m going to puke. No joke. I ate a baked potato and a cookie and i’m not thinking it was the best idea I’ve had today. I did however find out that tomorrow I am having ANOTHER ultrasound! Whoopee! That excites me I love seeing that heartbeat and I can’t wait. It is hotter then hell on a hot summers day here. 90 degrees with at least 50% humidity and a dew point of 70. It’s nasty. Gee I love Indiana. Storms should fly in tonight bringing a bit of a cold front.

I’m wearing maternity pants. They don’t look maternity but they have a bit of extra fabric in the front for growth. I just couldn’t stand my pants and my mom said that I looked very uncomfortable so she took me to Target and bought my a pair of khaki capris and jeans (both maternity). The jeans have elasic in the back so they don’t look maternity either. I feel pretty dumb wearing them but hell, I’m so comfortable now! **sigh** More exciting library stuff to do. Later.

Am I fat or pregnant? You tell me.

You’re a Ruby. You are very outgoing and wild. You
are confident, yet sometimes you go overboard.
You are vibrant and full of life…just like
the color red.

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That’s my birthstone! How appropriate.

Speaking of losing my mind, I definitely have placenta brain. This morning, I left without my work badge leaving me unable to clock in and to eat lunch, beautiful huh? Last night I took a pizza out of the freezer and unwrapped it to make for Erich’s dinner and left it sitting on the counter. Erich came in 20 minutes later to ask me where his dinner was, oops. And (this is the kicker) I ran the washer (yet again) with all the soap and NO LAUNDRY. Man, someone please keep tabs on me!

I’m definitely backlogged on these.

Week 18

1. Suspected:: killer
   
2. Indulgent :: chocolate
   
3. Advertising:: thief
   
4. Represent:: the public
   
5. Ethical :: dilemma
   
6. Witness:: eye
   
7. Triumph:: in Zion?
   
8. Talons:: fangs
   
9. Finals:: poor Erich
   
10. Squeak:: Squauk
    

Week 19

1. Arbitrary:: ??
   
2. Sweatshop :: Martha Stuart
   
3. Cotton ball:: rabbit
   
4. Intimate:: freak
   
5. Forgotten:: words
   
6. Photography:: pictures
   
7. Secretary:: boredom
   
8. Stadium:: football
   
9. Purpose:: greater
   
10. Shoe box:: cards
    

Week 20

1. Tumbler:: drink
   
2. Recital :: piano
   
3. Reform:: society
   
4. Nipple:: cracked
   
5. Jackal:: hyde
   
6. Mailtruck:: newman
   
7. Merchendise:: store
   
8. Comma:: mark
   
9. Erotica:: chocolate??
   
10. Ferment:: oil
    

I have definitely lost my mind, huh?

Yay, she is temporarily out of projects for me so i’m free to surf and blog! whoopee!

I had a dream last night that I’ve been thinking about all day. I thought I’d share it with you.

It was after the baby was born, there was a fire down the street. Erich and I picked baby up and ran down to see the blaze and make sure people were out, cops called, etc etc etc. It had to be in the middle of the night because I can remember the flames lit up against the midnight blue sky. Baby started to get hungry so Erich told me to nurse her. I remember it had to be really really new to me because I was still a bit nervous about it. I remember looking up after getting the baby to latch on and Erich’s friends were there. I said, “shame on you staring. ” That’s all I really remember.

Oh and the baby was a baby girl. What do you make of that?

If I ever come running, screaming into my blog, shouting ” I WANT TO BE A LIBRARIAN!!!” Shoot me. Don’t hesitate, don’t try and talk me out of it, just SHOOT ME! Today I’ve worked on making sure half of the *** library is in “perfect” order according to the catalog cards. The problem is that a lot of the catalog cards are out of order. And me, being way to good at this, says something and I end up having to fix it. When will I learn to keep my fat mouth shut!? And do you know what torture it is to be ten feet from a computer all day and have things to do so you can’t access your email or blogs for fear of losing what could possibly be the MOST limited duty position in the hospital. At least this is better than my “regular” position. 45 minutes to go.